April 14, 2011
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Jonestown Tea
The 27th of every month... Is a ritual to me... Only 4 people know I do this... But only 3 of them know why.
This month... The 27th is coming early.
I took a shower this morning... It took 2 hours... Before they came to drag me out.
I am still not clean... Not even close.
I remember when I was afraid to eat around him... I had to sneak food... When he would take a bath... I would use my bath tub's hot water to make Ramen noodles.
He used to call me a whore... All the time.
Even though I was that innocent child... Where nothing has ever touched me.
I want her back...
There used to be a time of happiness... Of feelings... Of life...
But not now.
I can't get his scent and his sins off of me...
Keaira, I am sorry he did this to you.
He took it all from us...
And I am still trying to pick up the pieces...
Tiny...
Little pieces...
Dust....
I won't ever find them all.
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I will make a note to pray for you specifically on the 27th of every month from here on out.
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