March 25, 2013
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Alters
Since most of the people whom I did not want to see these, have seen them.. I guess I will post them online for the universe to see.
I have been slowly drawing the alters in my head... Who likely won't be leaving for a while.. I have decided to share them on here for some reason... Which I don't get... Little of what I do these days.. Make sense...
This is Sophia. I have no idea what compelled me to draw her... She is rather interesting... However.. She is an age slider... Meaning.. Depending on who she is talking to.. She will be different ages. This is how she looks, when she is talking to me. I drew her on my ipad.
This is Lily. She is a 10 year old who has severe PTSD and OCD. It is a pencil drawing and has some photoshop elements to it.
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This is Haven. She... Yeah, I'd rather not elaborate on her... She's 15... And we'll just say she's a hot mess. She is done in pen and pencil.
Finally, this is Gabriel. He is my 5 year old alter.. An emotional, playful thing of sorts... He gets coddled to death by Alessia.
I have intentions of drawing Alessia, Clinton and Hael. We will see... My tolerance for drawing... Has decreased slightly...
I currently have 16 alters. 8 of which are new. Once Hael figures out what memories they have, he will merge them. I will name everyone in my head, just so you know.. Only a few stay constant.
Shawn Ashley, Haven, Clinton, Sophia, Hael, Alessia, Gabriel, Lily, Orpheus, Verity, Artemis, Orphan, Unknown, Wasp,Mother superior Ayanna, Ash
Comments (6)
Thanks for sharing these!!!
@lonelywanderer2 - Thank you for reading.
You are an amazing artist! What is an alter?
@NightCometh - Alter personality... I have what is known as multiple personalities/Dissociative Identity Disorder.
http://devour-my-broken-soul.xanga.com/770550027/dissociative-identity-disordermultiple-personality-disorder/
If you're more interested.
You have an absolute gift for drawing; thank you so much for sharing these, even though they are intensely personal.
Your name came specifically to mind while I was praying recently; please know that you are not forgotten out here!
You are fucking amazing.
I hope you're taking care of yourself. Honest to fuck.
I also hope you draw Clint, Alessia and Hael. I fucking love Hael.
I wish to fuck you'd stop trying to disappear. People care about you. They will never let you. They'll always be thinking about you. If you were as bad of a person as you thought you were, no one would care.
But WTF do I know?
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